I keep litterally pushing you away when you’re near me. I don’t understand why? I finally have a boy that is 100% in love with me. And willing to do ANYTHING for me. And I can’t stand it. When you leaned into kiss me, I tried to dodge it. When you rub my arms I get a closterphobic feeling. Gahh. It is so frustrating. Just two weeks ago I was madly in love with you. Now I feel like I can’t even be near you sometimes. Something is wrong with me. You’re the guy girls dream about being with (loyal, divoted, loving, trust worthy, and head over heels).