If my family supports this decision then so should my close friends. I am not an idiot I know when I am making a bad decision & this just isn’t one of them. Clearly timing is never going to be on my side, or else I wouldn’t have been in this situation to begin with. I want everyones support, I…
There is so much I want to do with my life. I can’t decide what I want to do with my life. Not because I don’t know a profession that will suffice. But because I don’t want to be limited to that forever.
Hate going from one guy to the next. I don’t want a different guy every month. I want to be with someone. And just be with that someone for good. I am tired of the guys I like being a waste of my time. And the guys that like me being to overwhelming and expecting so much of me so quickly. I just want to fast forward though the unimportant guys and press play when I find my “twin flame.” So frustrated. Even more so because yesterday I had an amazing date night with a really amazing guy. Has a cute little southern accent. Really kind, funny, outgoing, and has chivalry. It’s frustrating because I don’t want to just talk to him have an amazing time and then figure out it’s not worth it again. I want to know what my path is. I want to have a plan. I want to know which turns to take through this maze.
I am going to change.
I don’t want to drink.
I want to wait until marriage. Or at least until I find “the one.”
I want to focus on school.
I don’t want to date unless the guy is a good guy and will respect me.
I think it’s time to grow up, and make myself the best me I can.