A year ago today
Was the day I met you. Was the very first kiss. I wish I could forget you. But it’s you I’ll always miss.
February 2011
16 posts
I’m sorry you’re hurt again. I can’t help but feel as though it’s my fault
Second time hanging
Was a lot better. But I know your looking for a relationship. Am I?
Wish me luck
I know he is just like the rest. But It’s something new and exciting.
If you find yourself chasing after someone who has left you, ask yourself why? They made a conscious choice to leave, why would you want them back? Value yourself, spend your time and energy with people who choose to stand by your side.
It’s weird how much easier it is to give this advice rather then taking it.
The perfect guy
Will go sledding in the winter. And roll down a hill during summer
I have to be strong. If you taught me anything, It was that I don’t deserve to get walked on. I’m not losing myself, in order to win you.
I'm in the process of
Changing everything about myself. I’m no longer gonna need your kiss, hugs, or warmth. It’s time for me to drop the past and find a supporting and better future.
It is
Weird how 11 months ago how much you wanted to be with me. And now…
I am starting new
I am not choosing either of you. I am choosing myself. It’s time I move on to bigger and better things. Neither of you make me 100% happy. So why would I settle. I’m sorry if feelings get hurt. But. It’s what has to happen
dammit dammit dammit.
this moment is all wrong. I missed us hanging out. but i didnt miss us. You aren’t the one I want to be my Valentine. or my man. hdijslsadkjvbkjlab!! no, no, noo. The necklace is so amazing. diamonds, white gold, perfect cut. hell it was $300 ($150 on sale?). but that is all the more reason I feel like I can not take it. wkdhbfksj. It is from the wrong boy. and that’s that.
Day by day. Hour by hour. Minute by minute.
Damn
Someone just said valentines day and it reminded me how close it is. Ugh. I wonder if you are gonna be my “valentine.” I will probably just ask my old faithful to be mine. I mean. I still have a thing for him, this last weekend proved that. But… You’re you. And I want that with you.
"Your still in love with me."
You will always be able to hold this over my head. Because yes, it is true. When I said I’ll love you forever each day we were together. I was not lying. Through every struggle we went through, I still held onto the love I had for you to get me through it. And that’s whats most messed up. If you are truly and deeply in love with someone, they can break your heart a million different times a million different ways and you will still love them.
