My.Life

Same as always. I’m worried to show you me.

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Now that I’m single, I’m going to want to party hard all the time. I can already tell.

Yayyyyyyy(:

I always think to myself that I am going to just run away. Then I realize that nothing is truly going to change by running away from my problems.

Our friendship is worth way more than this.

I just met the most kind hearted black lady on the street. We happen to catch each others eyes and began talking. After 45 minutes, I had learned that the ritz crackers she was eating were her only food she was going to have today because she is on the run from her ex. She had lived in Sacramento for 41 years and just one week ago she had to leave everything she knows with $200 in her pocket to stay alive. As I walked away from her broken hearted not only because of her story but because I have no way of knowing if she is safe. All I can do is pray for her I guess. “God bless you pretty girl”

Life is too short to not take risks. If I am scared to do something or talk to someone, from now on I am going to legitimately ask myself why the hell not, what Is the worst that could happen? If I get rejected, who gives a fly Fuckkk. If I miss out on a person that has the potential to make a difference in my life that’s when I am really going to care.

Wish I was cuddling with you rather than him.

Eep. (:

Nervous about Tuesday for multiple reasons. Reason number one is because you are not my type at all, yet you still attack me for some reason. Number two, I’m worried I am going to think too much about it and we are not even going to go on a date. Number three because I have had the same valentine for the last five years, but this year that boy is married and I awkwardly hung out with his wife a few days ago. Number four because d wants to hang out on valentines day now, and I know I secretly want him to be my valentine but know he shouldn’t be. And number five, because I know you still have feelings for me and keep asking to hang out on valentines day, but… I don’t have feelings for you at all other than a friend. Grr. I am probably over thinking all of the situations, but I always do that on holidays. Ha. Eff valentines day!